This is How I Fight My Battles

This is How I Fight My Battles

“No trial has overtaken you that is not faced by others.  And God is faithful: He will not let you be tried beyond what you are able to bear, but with the trial will also provide a way out so that you may be able to endure it.”  I Corinthians 13:13 NET

Some translations use the word tempted instead of the word tried.  A way out doesn’t always mean the person will escape the trial.  It may mean that God will assist you in walking through the trial to the other side.  And He doesn’t say you have to bear it alone.  Remember God is omnipresent and always with you.

There are multiple examples in the Bible where God supplies the courage and peace to endure difficult times and walks through the trial with the believer.  We see this with Daniel in the lion’s den; Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego in the fiery furnace; David and Goliath and many others.  

“But those who wait upon the LORD will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings as eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint.”  Isaiah 40:31

This sounds easy, but in reality when I am in a trial, I don’t always think of waiting for God first. However, I am getting better at this with experience. I tend to worry and try to come up with a plan on my own.  It sometimes isn’t until I see that I can’t handle the situation alone that I turn to God.  That is when I have to take time to BE STILL and KNOW THAT HE IS GOD, Psalm 46:10.  

Knowing we are safe in the assurance that He is God, we can wait on him even in chaos.  To be still in this verse means keep silent, to stop striving, stop fighting, relax, to put your hands down (don’t surrender to the enemy). Once we are still, we can become aware of the presence of God.  When God asks you to be still, He wants you to trust Him.  Trusting Him requires you to fully let go and trust His timing and ways.

I always mess things up when I try to take care of things on my own.  God gives us examples in His Word of His children trying to take things into their own hands as well.  Sarah decided not to wait on the LORD and let Abraham have a child with her handmaid.  We are still suffering the consequences of those actions today. 

Exodus 14:14 “The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still”. 

We all have battles to fight, and sometimes music helps me to remember to lay my battles at the feet of Jesus.  “This Is How I Fight My Battles” reminds me that calling on the name of Jesus is how to fight my battles, then watch what God can do. But, don’t forget the BE STILL part.

God’s plans don’t always coincide with ours, but His plans are always right. 

We want to thank Naomi Jones for sharing this post.

Pray, Release, Defend

Pray, Release, Defend

To the woman who is weary in battling, I get you. You have cried all the tears, screamed all the questions, and feel like you are fighting a losing war. I have spent many nights wishing sleep would come just so I could escape the battle I was fighting, even just for a moment, only to wake up and find that it was still there. Sore from sobbing, fighting, and worrying, I am writing to the woman who knows the battle she is fighting isn’t an easily won, short endeavor.  These battles are wars. Long and drawn out with the stakes higher than ever. Maybe it’s your health, kids, marriage, job, I don’t know what your battle is but I know that steadfastness in the battle produces a faith that is perfect and complete.

I don’t journal regularly but I find comfort in getting my thoughts on paper and writing down what I feel God is speaking to me. Recently, I was looking back in my journal reading some of my earlier entries hoping that it would have the answer to the woundings of my heart. The year prior I had written of an argument my husband and I had gotten into and at the end were three words I had written down that I felt God was pressing into me: pray, release, defend. Those three words have encouraged me more in this season of battling because they allowed me to take my eyes off the problems that threaten to take over and put them on the One who fights on my behalf.

“Pray without ceasing” 1 Thessalonians 5:17. Prayer allows you to surrender your battle. When you don’t know what to pray, pray that. Talking to God has the ability to transform your thoughts and emotions. When I first started giving my battles to God I prayed for the outcome I desired. I prayed that everything would work out for the good that I wanted. I prayed for others to be changed. However, through giving my battles consistently to God in prayer, He showed me my weaknesses and where my heart needed to trust in Him. I even started to feel inclined to pray for my enemies. Talk about a change of heart! Ephesians 6:12 “For we do not wrestle with flesh and blood but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the comic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.”

Releasing my expectations is one of the hardest parts of giving my battles to God. My control is a façade for a deep-rooted mistrust of God’s goodness and faithfulness in my life. By releasing my need for control I am also saying that whatever the outcome is God will be glorified. Surrender steadies my heart because it puts my hope and confidence in what God is able to do. Ephesians 3:20-21 “Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us,to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.”.

Lastly, we must defend our hearts against all anger, worry, deceit, and all else that comes against God. It is going to be easy to let a harsh word or disappointment wreck you. Proverbs 4:23 says “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” Guarding your heart looks like turning off social media when you feel comparison creep in, changing the type of music you listen to when you start to have thoughts that dishonor those in your home and around you, and it looks like not hanging out with people who only have negative things to say about others. You might not do this perfectly, but repent and turn your heart back to Go and you will find that it will produce fruit that helps you to keep trusting and resting in the goodness of God.

My sweet friend, your battle might not be won in a day or a week, but God has not stopped seeing you in the midst of your battle. He is ready to fight for you, all you have to do is pray, release, and defend.

We want to thank Savanna Rodriguez for sharing this post.

Our God Wins! Every Time!

Our God Wins! Every Time!

I am a fix-it person.  As a mom/Lolli, I want to “fix it” for my kids and grandkids. As a wife, I want to “fix-it” when things happen. In my profession, a big part of my job is to “fix it” and make it happen.  I am always working and dabbling with things – trying to fix them or make it better.  I’m sure many of you have the same “fix-it” syndrome!!  I wouldn’t say this is a bad thing, but it steers your focus inward to yourself instead of reaching outward to rely on someone else.

Through the years, I have learned that things and people are not mine for the “fixing” but they are God’s.  It’s been a hard lesson for me to learn but a very rewarding one.  When I give all of my problems to God, He is my “fix-it” person. Giving my “fix-it”things to God is more than half the battle. Once I succumb to the fact that I am not the right person for the job but that the battle belongs to God, then everything else falls into place. For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies, to give you the victory. Deuteronomy 20:4.

God has given us the gifts and the power to make our lives easier. He has given us all that we need as humans – sound minds, helpful hands, and bodies.  But He has also given us something much more valuable – the Holy Spirit. We have thepower to do anything and everything that God can do! Receive that truth, live in that truth and worship God with that truth!“Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. Luke 10:19. He left that gift to us when He died on the cross and went to His glorious heavenly home.  Jesus told the disciples (and this applies to us) He will leave with them the spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him.  You know him, for he dwells with you and will be with you! John 14:16-17

Joy and hope and goodness comes from peace and worship withGod.  Choose peace instead of turmoil, joy instead of sorrow, faith instead of unbelief and love instead of fear.   God is always working for goodness for us. What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? Romans 8:31. Our God wins!! Every time!

The battle is not ours — it is God’s. Yet, He still tells us to turn and face our hardship. We don’t run from it; we stand with our eyes toward the fear and the crumbling world around us. But then we wait and watch for our deliverance with faith. It is coming!  With our faith set on God who assures us of victory, He promises to be with us when we face our battles, whatever they are.

God fought our battles thousands of years ago and He won! We just need to receive that victory and give glory to God knowing that God has fought our battles, and God has won our battles. In Revelation 19:12, it states that Gods eyes are like a blazing fire, his mouth is a sharp sword, and His robe is blood red – fighting our last battle for us!! Hallelujah!  That’s the army I want on my side!

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” Ephesians 6:12.

We want to thank Kim Street for sharing this post.

Warfare to Enter God’s Rest

Warfare to Enter God’s Rest

How ironic is it to say that much spiritual warfare went into a blog post about God’s rest? And yet, how often in the natural world does a powerful military ensure that peace resides? When rest is such a treasured commodity, it must be well guarded and fiercely protected. 

Against what? Against busy. Against complacency. Against the “good” that goes counter to God’s plan. Against a hard heart.

Hebrews 3-4 reminds believers of the Israelites not entering God’s rest due to hard hearts, hearts that “are always going astray” (Hebrews 3:10). They wandered the desert and died there rather than entering the promised land, the promised rest. Hebrews 3:12-13 counters “a sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God” by compelling believers to “encourage one another daily…so that none of you may be hardened by sin’s deceitfulness.” How grateful I am for friends, sisters-in-Christ, who respond to transparent, vulnerable brokenness with encouragement that prevents my heart from becoming hard and calloused from pain, from loss, from busy.

And then returning to irony, Hebrews 4:11 says, “Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest…” Effort for rest? Yes. A refrigerator-magnet-worthy verse follows. Hebrews 4:12 says, “For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword…it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.” In context, this beautiful, frilly refrigerator verse seems painful aside from the precision of the word removing calluses from the heart keeping it supple. Like a surgeon conducting open-heart surgery, the word of God, exposes and discriminately discerns what is in our hearts.

This beautiful warfare to keep our hearts soft occurs in the greater context of entering the rest of God. We must make time to protect our time for rest. This, not from a religious works based rule, but out of a desire for relationship with the Father. Attending church from a religious perspective can lead to burn out, but entering God’s rest, lounging with Him, abiding with Him brings life and peace. 

God created and it was good and very good and the seventh day He rested. Shabbat, the word for when God rested after creation means to cease, to desist, to rest. Oftentimes, this rest comes not with the cessation of action, but with stopping anxious thoughts. This rest is not dependent upon circumstances. It’s about my soul being still in the presence of God. 

In conclusion, a poem:

In a world that values harsh realities, monstrous evils,

Our culture has so distorted truth that we no longer comprehend

Rest, work, ethics,

No longer value

Hope, dignity, life,

A job well-done.

With clouds of deception and the easy way out,

It becomes difficult to maintain sight on joy.

We can 

Celebrate

Joy in spite of pain

Treasure

Hope in the midst of fear

Abound with

Faith in the shadow of doubt

Exude 

Rest in the place of strife.

How do you draw 

Healing,

 Hope, 

Restoration,

Peace,

Rest,

Joy?

How do you articulate those abstractions when words fall short?

“He leads me beside quiet waters

He refreshes my soul.” Psalm 23:2-3

”Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from him.“‭‭ Psalms‬ ‭62‬:‭5‬ ‭NIV‬‬

”Truly my soul finds rest in God; my salvation comes from him.“ ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭62‬:‭1‬ ‭NIV‬‬

”Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.“ ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭29‬ ‭NIV‬‬

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.“ Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬ ‭NIV‬‬

We want to thank Mary Coleman for sharing this post.

The Lord is My Refuge

The Lord is My Refuge

Trusting the Lord leads to finding rest in Him. It seems so simple, and yet it can be such a struggle. I often find myself getting overwhelmed with our schedule and letting stress creep up. It’s in these moments that I realize, I am not resting in Him, but trying to control my situation, and failing!

“He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, ‘He is my refuge and my fortress; My God, in Him I will trust.’” Psalm 91:1-2

For years I tried to control my dating life, thinking I could make things work out on my own, deliberately ignoring the Lord’s promptings that He had something better planned. As I watched my friends and family members getting married, I became more frustrated. The Lord patiently waited and got a hold of my heart and asked me to trust Him to provide the desire He had placed there. I had to place my dream of being a wife in His hands and trust that He would fulfill his promise. When I finally surrendered to Him, I found immense peace and rest knowing He would provide, and that he heard my heart’s cry. It was so freeing, and I have wonderful memories from that season of my life when I truly rested in His promises.

When we found out my dad was sick, my entire being was overwhelmed at the news. It was so shocking. But by grace, the Lord took me by the hand and asked me to trust Him with this as well. He promised He would not leave us or forsake us, and He didn’t. We didn’t receive the answer to prayer that we desired, but He gave us peace in the middle of the battle. 

Fast forward to being a first-time Mom and lurching over to check on our baby girl every time she made a noise. We were already exhausted, but not sleeping from the added stress of “what ifs” was worse! The Lord gently reminded me that His love for our little girl was greater than ours would ever be. I could trust Him to watch over her so I could get sleep. It was refreshing to pray every night and give her back to Him. 

In every circumstance, we have a choice to let go and trust Him or try to do things our own way, which can let fear and anxiety creep inside. Whether it be our finances, marriages, friendships, sickness, parenting, or anything else, we can choose to trust Him and be free to rest. It is such a blessing and one we should cherish. 

May we all choose to put our trust in Him and find rest.

“From the end of the earth I will cry to You, when my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For You have been a shelter for me, a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in Your tabernacle forever; I will trust in the shelter of Your wings.”
Psalm 61:2-4

We want to thank Christian Greer for sharing this post.

Finding Rest: Even When Life Feels Too Busy

Finding Rest: Even When Life Feels Too Busy

If I’m being honest, I have a hard time resting. Resting in the Lord, resting my body, resting my mind, resting in my life…my natural inclination is not resting. I am a business owner, a goat farmer, a wife, a friend, and, most consumingly, a mom of 4 kids. Currently, their ages are 5, 5, 5, and 3. We adopted the oldest 3 from foster care 4 years ago, and none of my kids are biologically related to each other. We are constantly talking about “first moms” and “first dads,” and then the baby of the family, who is biologically mine, has made up a “purple and brown” family, because she is confused why she doesn’t have another family out there like everyone else. I am running around putting out LITERAL FIRES – grass fire and barn fire – both set by my boys a few months ago. Between kids’ activities and just the chaos of having young kids, who has time to rest? By the time I put them in bed at night, I finally have alone time with my husband, Clay, so we can catch up on the day and connect.

When I picture me resting my body, I picture me crawling into my nicely made bed, tucking myself up under a big down comforter, surrounded by pillows, completely supported and comfortable. But what does it look like for me to rest in the Lord? I get the exact same mental picture, except I am crawling into my Father’s lap, exhausted from trying to carry more than I should have, weeping from the load of mommy-hood that has me worn down; my sweet Father, reaching down to help me into His lap, as He holds me and rubs my back.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.” Jeremiah 29:11-12

We want to thank Megan Hollis for sharing this post.

I Created You to be with Me

I Created You to be with Me

A common lie that I have allowed myself to believe is that I don’t have a place. For the majority of my life, I have felt like I don’t belong. In groups of conversation I often feel talked over, ignored, or pushed out of the circle. Sometimes I even think, “Lord what is wrong with me?” Everyone seems to have a circle of besties that throw parties for them and text them everyday just because… but what about me? Because of this lie, I have wasted a lot of my time trying to fit in. To feel loved, accepted, and invited. Doing whatever I could to feel like I was seen, not to be the center of attention, but just to actually feel wanted.

It wasn’t until very recently that I clearly heard the Lord say to me, “Daughter, you were never meant to fit in. I didn’t create you for that. I created you to be with Me.” That word is so fresh that it still brings tears to my eyes as I write this. 

The truth is, the desire to feel loved, accepted, wanted, and invited is something that can only be fulfilled by spending time with the Lord. He always meets us where we are, invites us in, and loves us with His abundant grace and mercy no matter how we show up. Not only that, but He chose us to be a people for His possession to proclaim the praises of the one who called us out of darkness into his marvelous light (1 Peter 2:9). 

Throughout the rest of that chapter in 1 Peter, it is obvious that we are not called to blend in with the world – we are born to stand out. Not just because we are each uniquely made, but because as God’s people we are called to abstain from sinful desires and conduct ourselves honorably (and I don’t know if you’ve looked around out there lately, but there’s not a lot of that going on).

Because of the truth of God’s Word and honest friends, I now understand that it is okay if I feel like I don’t have a place. Heck, this world isn’t even my permanent home (Hebrews 13:14)! I’ve learned to take a deep breath and recognize when those lies creep into my mind, and I seek His face because I know He desires a personal relationship with me. I wasn’t made to look like influencers on instagram or whatever else I’ve made up in my head. I no longer seek my identify from outside sources based on the approval of others, but deeply know that I am a daughter of the Most High. 

And guess what? You are too. Don’t get me wrong, I still have my moments and my hard days. I am learning to truly surrender my mind, will and emotions to Him so that I can truly live a life of love and peace. But ladies, allow yourself to bloom where you are planted. A flower doesn’t think of competing or comparing with the flower next to it, it just blooms. And every flower blooms in it’s very own time. Focus on the Son, and you will bloom no matter how many weeds may surround you. 

We want to thank Paige Keller for sharing this post.

Bloom at His Pace

Bloom at His Pace

My next-door neighbor has a flowerbed of perennials that have been expertly planted to bloom in waves beginning in the spring and ending with the first freeze. My family and I enjoy watching the groupings of flowers as they each get their time to shine. It warms my heart to know that the Master Gardener made a point to bring us such delicate and intricately crafted beauty. My mind could not begin to comprehend the beauty of the intricacies he’s woven into each of us. But somehow, I often forget that it is at his pace that life moves and growth occurs.

“You are a beautiful flower planted where God wants you, but you are trying so hard to grow that you are pulling your roots out of the ground. He wants to nourish you right where you are. Rest assured you will grow and flourish at his pace. He’s got you.”

A precious friend shared this word with me many years ago when we were in college. I was doing all the things I “should” such as: serving, praying, going to church multiple times a week and so on. But still, I struggled with feeling behind in many ways. I remember the rolling thoughts of, “I should have already learned this by now!” The issue rooted in this line of thinking is that it assumes God doesn’t have my best interest at heart and that I know better than him. It also aims my focus right on myself instead of him. Yikes! Thankfully, he didn’t leave me in that cycle of thinking. He shared the truth with me through my friend to look back on. When that image comes to mind, I feel such peace in surrendering myself to the Lord. It reminds me that he is in control and that it’s not my job to set a timeline for myself or anyone else. It is my job to trust in him and remain in him. As Paul urges us in John 15:5, “Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing.” What a wonderful truth to cling to and to set me straight.

Over the years the feeling of being behind has crept in cunningly in various forms. It has barged in first thing in the morning as a worry that I did not get enough sleep and now I’m feeling behind on tackling my day. Other times it rears its ugly head in the form of comparison. And sadly, it pops up with my children as I want them to hit milestones on time or preferably early. Ugh. I know in my heart that these are all tricks the enemy uses to dishearten me and distract me. And I also know that I do not want to pass this thought process down to my children or inadvertently put them under the stress of meeting my false expectations for them. 

The truth is that I’m not behind and neither are you. He is the Creator, the Timeline-Maker and the Pacesetter.  If I’m abiding in him then there’s no need worry, toil or strain. The verbs he asks of us are much more peaceful. We are to remain in him, surrender to him, obey him and love as he loves. His word points me right back to his peace and joy of knowing he holds the master plan. Ephesians 1:4 says, “Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes.“ He has a plan for each of us to bloom at his pace just as the flowers bloom each year in their own time.

We want to thank D’Anna Coleman for sharing this post.

Letting Go to Bloom

Letting Go to Bloom

I have seen countless movies where the female character has some kind of life plan. When she is going to get married, when she will move up in her career, or when she will have kids. There is a scene in the TV show Friends, where Rachel Green is talking about when she wants to have kids then calculates backwards that she would need to get engaged within the next 3 months in order for her plan to work out. Life rarely goes as planned. If you’re a planner like me, you don’t enjoy when life doesn’t work out as planned.

Going into college, I had quite the plan of what my life would look like. I wanted to graduate in 4 years and be married shortly after. That part of my plan did work out, so I figured I could continue to call the shots. I quickly completed my masters degree and had a plan of when I would be promoted out of the classroom to an administrator job. This did not go as I had planned. I had a plan of when we would have kids and how I would birth them into the world. This didn’t go as planned either.

It took me several years of my plans not working out to figure out that I am not in control. While I thought my plans were good, they weren’t God’s plans. Letting go of control is hard. Especially for this planner.

“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” 1 Thessalonians 5:9

For me, the first thing I needed to work on was being thankful in all circumstances in order to bloom where I was planted. Things weren’t going according to my plans, but there was still plenty to be thankful for. I started a gratitude journal and would begin each day with writing down 5 things I was thankful for. I would also write down the desires of my heart, because God places things on our hearts as well.

Next, I started a consistent quiet time and prayer time. I could only let go of control once I trusted Him and believed, “all things work together for good, for those who are called according to His purpose.” Romans 8:28. I needed to discover God’s purpose for my life and seek it daily. This has led me on a path I would have never planned myself. Mostly because it is hard, but it has also brought great joy.

Blooming where you are planted sounds cliche at times, but more than that it can be difficult. It can be easy to sit and pout when things don’t go my way. I have learned to allow myself time to be disappointed, because I’m human. However, I don’t allow myself to stay there. The best way for me to move from a place of disappointment is to talk to a friend. Trying to move past the hurt alone is much harder. Saying the disappointing things out loud to someone lifts a weight off my shoulders. Reaching out for words of truth when I don’t feel like doing the work has been the most helpful.

Look for the good in each day, whether it’s big or small. Sometimes it’s my children making me laugh uncontrollably. Dinner turning out better than expected. A text from a friend asking to get coffee. Something good happening for someone else. A sunny day where the wind isn’t blowing uncontrollably.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:11-12

We want to thank Chelsea Criswell for sharing this post.

His Growth > My Contentment

His Growth > My Contentment

Have you ever felt in your life that you were truly content? Living the life you had always dreamed of, strived for, and prayed over. THE life. That was me. Or so I thought.

In July of 2020, when the rest of the world was panicking and scrambling in the middle of the pandemic, I remember being so grateful for the time to slow down and for the life that was mine. After a long battle with infertility, I had just given birth to our second child, our family of four was HEALTHY, we had spent more time together than normal, my part time job was providing just the right balance of work, adult interaction (if you know, you know 😉), and time at home with my babies…I was living the life of true contentment.

Fast forward a few weeks, my husband and I were sitting in a Sunday morning church service, and I remember very vividly, a vision being brought forth to my mind and placed on my heart. Picture this with me. A place of “beauty” that is different than women have ever experienced before. A place where young girls and the wisest of women could walk through the doors, feeling embraced by other women, loved on, and empowered. A place where young ladies could be taught the lesson of basic skincare, but also where and WHO their true beauty comes from. Where the hunt for the perfect cosmetic item turns into the most beautiful conversation of a true Proverbs 31 woman and what that looks like in today’s society. (Proverbs 31:25 She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future.”)  Where finding the perfect skincare regimen can be customized just for you all while feeling the presence of Jesus in a world that is definitely lacking. Can you see it? I sure could! The idea seemed so beautiful and appealing, but I was content, remember?

 The vision kept being brought forth to the forefront of my mind, on repeat. I’d wake up in the middle of several sleepless nights with this vision in mind, think of it daily when my mind should’ve been focused on what was physically in front of me, and so on and so forth. It was made VERY clear that God was speaking and trying to get me to listen! After a few weeks of battling to shove the vision to the back of my mind, I finally spoke it aloud to my husband, who quickly responded with something like, “Beckah, I believe it’s time to jump.” Although, somewhat excited for what could become a reality, I was honestly secretly hoping he’d talk it down.  Quite the opposite was occurring, and after much prayer, we both came to the realization that God was making a way for me to open my own business.

We continued to pray over what this might look like. “God, I am willing. But show me YOUR heart. Help me to draw boundaries to protect my time for my family, help me to find the right kind of help that glorifies YOUR goal of this business. Help the wrong doors to close, and the right doors to open. Help me to guide this business to be done YOUR way and to glorify YOU above all else.”  You get the gist, right?

Fast forward to the Fall of 2021. We had bought a building and were in the midst of pushing to finish a remodel to prepare to open, were trying to bring in the best inventory, attempting to get the business side of things rolling, and honestly, I was STRUGGLING. I remember the thirtieth, yes THIRTIETH, cosmetic line that had declined my attempt to pick up their line, and the days the remodeling bills came in and were significantly higher than expected due to the post-pandemic shipping crisis. And since we’ve opened there have been several days wondering “Why did I do this?!” And just today, I was feeling the Mom guilt of bringing my daughter to work with me instead of on a fun Spring Break trip. But…. through it all, even on the worst days, I have seen more of God’s goodness, provision and GROWTH than I would have ever received by living in my own personal contentment.

In those early days of struggle, I had friends rally around me and my family and pray “peace and open doors” over my business, for the “pieces of Betty Faye to align through divine intervention.” Claiming that “fear and uncertainties be demolished through the authority of Jesus”. Friends declaring that “God’s plan for Betty Faye will not be stopped” and praying a spirit of hope over me. I was being transformed by God’s plan. My fears of “what if I can’t” were being replaced with “I’ll show you the way.” My argument of “I’m already tired” was encouraged by “I will be your rest and your strength.” My thoughts of “I don’t know what I am doing” were trumped by “I will advise you and watch over you. Psalms 32:8” —GROWTH occurred for me when I quit with the pushback and allowed God’s plan to manifest in my life over my idea of what my life should look like. His Growth>my contentment. My life, my business, God use it to further your Kingdom. Then, now & always. My story, YOUR glory.

We want to thank Beckah Hunt for sharing this post.